Wednesday, January 27, 2010
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Listening to : Sunset - Mi.
Hi.
It's Wednesday.
I woke up late.
In other words, I couldn't bring myself to wake up.
Was late for class.
Tutorial was ok. Just that, I thought of Julian.
Oh yay, it was lunch later.
Some jokes were said in between, but they were forgettable.
Oh, I remembered one.
My clique and I were heading to our next class which will start at 1.30,
but we went to the lecture theatre early at about 1.
For some reason, I pinched zhenhui and he screeched as we walked into the semi-dark lecture theatre.
He didn't realise there was actually people in the room.
So, upon realisation, he sat at the furthest corner of the sitting row and do the "crying" stance (Like two hands covered over your face with your elbows rested on the table).
I did laugh, but.. I went over to him and pat on his back..
"I'm sorry, zh. (because I've made you a laughing stock)," I comforted him.
He whimpered, "It's okie. "
He's just doing this for entertainment purposes I think.
Besides, he's a good guy who wouldn't hurt a woman. (What I know of)
Bought lunch and brought over to LT.
Ate in LT.
Lecture.
Tutorials.
What the fuck.
TPHM exam - 19th Feb
Anchem exam - 20th Feb.
Why steal my fucking Saturday?
No wait, STEAL MY CNY week.
I was intending to take it as my emo week.
Yes, I learned about these during Lecture/Tutorial.
Walked languidly to the bus stop.
I thought of him again.
My mind was filled with these random thoughts:
#1 - A person who loves you may not be the person who can make you happy.
#2 - A person who has both of the above is only possible if his/her love is being reciprocated.
#3 - How could he lead a normal lifestyle? Imad said, "You've no idea what he's going through, so, it's not right to determine that he's moving on without you on his mind. "
#4 - I fucking know what he removed on his msn. I know. I know.
#5 - How could he get used to a life without me? I can't do it. He was so close to me a few weeks ago. How is it possible to just say, put aside your feelings for awhile? It fucking hurts.
#6 - Like what Bitch has said, "you don't know what he's thinking. It's not right to assume. "
#7 - How do you fucking put aside those thoughts you used to have while you are getting home, going to school or in class waiting to go home?
#8 - Maybe he was close to me, but I wasn't close enough to him. That's why he is able to do it easily.
#9 - Fuck, I wanna reach home soon to bury myself under a blanket.
Now that I'm home,
under a blanket,
on my laptop,
writing this.
scribbled with much vehemence 5:08 PM
